What's The Haps

So what's been happening, haven't really been in the mood to blog for a wee while, and still am not; but since I am the nicest blogger you ever met I'll write my life away (hopefully literally) regardless. Actually, fuck this; I'm going for a walk. Will come back and write this after. TTYL!

Kay, back now. So let's finish this, well... get it started anyway. SO, when I got home Friday night my parents had already taken off to the always delightful Marahau and stayed at our bach, which is newly renovated so actually quite nice these days. Anyway, I thought I'd give it a miss regardless. So not a lot happened Friday night, dragged myself for a walk up to the radio tower which I thought was pretty committed since I could easily have stayed at home and binged.

Saturday I planned to get up early as a bitch and tan (literally like, in the sun) before I went to the Shakepeare thing but by the time I got up it was 9.50am which meant I only had like an hour and a half til I had to leave the house, so after frantic preparation I dashed to town and caught the 12noon bus which took me to Richmond. Since I would have been like 15 minutes early if I went to straight to Garin to meet everyone, I went to Dani's for a bit and saw her and blowdryed her hair. Love her! Her household was really busy and everyone was cleaning and things, good people! I should be doing the same at my house, when my parents are around I get so lazy. I need to stop wasting my life achieving nothing on the internet and do something, seriously. God, keep getting side-tracked. Fuck I've felt busy and annoyed later, I really am in a rutt. But talking to some friends at school, they say they're all feeling the same so I feel a little better. Seems everyone is a bit worn out and sick of school, NEED the holidays! I better not binge either, ANYWAY; fuck.

Got to Garin at like 1pm (which felt early as a bitch), and there was like Isaac (is that his name?), James, Ella, Tim, Renee, Nick P and whoever else. Caleb Nott, and those two other music guys who kept singing songs A LOT. Whatever, needless to say; I didn't exactly fit in. So after packing costumes we took off in the van, sat by Isaac who didn't say a word to me. So that put me in a bad mood first off, then once we got there and met up with Hannah (and Nic) and Sam, we stood around for a YEAR before someone told us where to go. So we got taken around like the biggest hallways, and then we dumped our stuff and did some rehearsals (when I say some, I mean: A LOT). Anyway, I had like, 4 lines so didn't exactly need to rehearse much but did anyway. Rehearsed mostly for Sam and Isaac's sake (is that his name or is it Chris, I have no effing clue. Lol!) as Sam kept forgetting his lines, but at least he had some... *insert bitchy comments about everything here* Anyway, I don't know why; I should have been grateful to be involved and I'm sure no one meant to, but I felt totally left out the whole day and after missing a day of work (aka. $80) to stand around all day and then eat effing KFC (God I'll be moaning about that for weeks) I was basically having a meltdown. (By 'basically', I mean: I was.) Anyway, ugh, fuck knows who'll read and hate me for this; But I did have the worst day.

By the time we got to perform (like 7pm) I became a bit more excited, wasn't really nervous cause like... How could I forget my lines? I'll recite them for you. "Do you bite your thumb at us, Sir?" (I say that twice), "Quarrel sir? No sir!", "No Better", and "You lie". So whatever, everyone did really well and then... We won! So we're off to Wellington, it's exciting but like... it's also not for me, like I do get it for everyone else; and James got the best Actor and Renee got the best director award but like... I was just over it by then, and I was tired and cranky and self-loathing cause Sam and I also (kill me!) went to McD's and got a plus size (aka. what I am) choc sunday, FUCK I regretted that; but it was to die for. Anyway, then by like 10.30pm we got going back home, this trip was even better* though. I sat in the back (three seats, by myself) and everyone else was sitting together having a grand old time. So I was left to text in the backrow and was completely ignored, sounds like fun huh? Whatever, I'm sure (well not SURE, but no one was caring) no one meant to abandon me, but I wasn't impressed. Anyway we got back to school and everyone was like "OMG WE WON!!" and all I could think was "Like, four days in Wellington with this..." didn't quite have me jumping for joy. Anyway, I'm a big negative sap on everyone but I was really in the worst mood by now and quite ready to go home, so Miss Tomlin drove Renee and I home and that was good. Arriving to an empty house, after a depressing day (even though we won, which I know was great; but like, didn't actually win anything) was a bit of a wrist slit. Actually I think I know why I didn't enjoy it that much, it's because, really, I had the smallest part in the whole thing out of everyone.

And like, I didn't even get a chance to get a prize cause my part was so small; I guess I was a fill-in, in the first place. Just a change since last year for our Drama class play I was forced into being the main character, and it was a really horrible character (a Sergeant Major) and I had a billion lines, so a little more of a challenge would have been nice. I got Excellence for that role too, the only Excellence credits I got in my ENTIRE NCEA Level 1. LOL! Anyway, whatever; that's enough whinging from me. I guess it was a good day but... I just wasn't in the mood.

Sunday was a much more improved day though, and thank God for it or I would have cried! Brandon turned up at 8am, cause his parents were taking off to like, Murchison for the day and that was his only chance to get a ride. Anyway, I admit I only woke up once I heard his car pull into the drive, and I was like fuck fuck fuck and rushed out of bed and quickly dressed. Anyway, thank God he wasn't fussy cause I went though my morning routine with him there and he waited patiently and nicely. Anyway, we played old PS1 games on my very flash PS2, lol (I forgot how much I love Pandemonium!) We dithered off to town at like, 11.15pm planning to meet Ashleigh and Natalie at 12, however we were obviously both early and we ran into them at like quarter to 12 so then we wandered around and first thing we did was go to the handbag and wallet shop. It made me really want a new wallet, but Brandon was like "I just gave you a wallet!" and he did, and it's cool; but I couldn't help it. Anyway we got onto some serious shopping which I really needed cause all my clothes SUCK! Tried on fuckloads of pants at JayJays and I looked sick in all of them, but bought some black ones for $50 anyway cause I need new pants. And I got two shirts, and also a hoodie/top from Just Jeans, they were all like "It's too small for you!" but it's just an inpsiration to diet and keep my exercise regime on track.

OMG we bought the most sinful things EVER food-wise, first Brandon had a spare $10 voucher for 'Cocoa', the Fudge and Chocolate shop and I bought $10 worth of Fudge! And we all had some (except for ano Brandon) and I've still for 3 bits sitting in the pantry, Lord help me resist! We also had Chokdee for Lunch, which is THE cutest little Thai restuarant and I got my little card stamped 4 times so I'm like, two or three away from getting a free lunch. It's a good meal considering it's only like $9, love Chokdee! EVERYONE go there (and get Phad Tai, TO DIE FOR!). I also had a Vanilla Cream (kill me!) drink from Starbucks, so it's safe to put a big 'DIET FAILURE' stamp covering my entire weekend's life. Anyway I'll just skip a lot of the BS we did, even though that's mostly it. We saw Slumdog Millionaire which I've been meaning to see for a while, it was a good movie like everyone says! Not as good as everyone says, but very good regardless! Ash, Nat, Brandy and I made a good town group, and Brandon bought me/us M&M's to share, and I admit I ate most of them. Gawd! They were good though.

After that Brandon got picked up, Natalie's sister drove me and Ashleigh home also and that was cool; basically went to bed pretty early yesterday. Anyway, school today was sooo boring and had to have photos taken with the Shakespeare at Morning tea (missed my Sharon duty luncheon, what a shame) and then more Shakespeare stuff at Lunch; discussing the big Wellington trip and some fundraising ideas. All I know is that I'm seeing my brother and his girlfriend Robyn when I go up - wether I'm allowed to or not. Anyway, I'm getting a headache from writing this. You better have read and enjoyed it cause this has taken forever and Brandon has been patiently waiting on MSN the whole time. Stay hott everyone!