A lil Bit of Stuff

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I weighted my Self and I was Hovering Just a lil bit over 106kg thats about 233pounds MashaAllah! thats a pretty long way I have taken.... everyone in the gym tells me i got bigger. inshaAllah im gonna change the gym soon! alhamdullelah am starting to surpass my peers.

Ive actually gotten quite big that am not used to myself, and i dont feel compelled to eat when am hungry, but thats when am a bad boy I need to eat to keep it up!

Ramadan is coming up inshaAllah i slim down to 100 or so, but fat loss only inshaAllah !

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I really dont know what to say, all i think about is bodybuilding and politics. I shaved my head like SHAVED it and i look scary and intimidating and currently am sporting a big goatee not HUge but big, if you know me from my old blog i had a HUGE beard, but you know get issues with "THEM".

inshaAllah my parents will be coming after ramadan for eid. they see me like every few months or so which i get to pack on some pounds of muscle and ok FAT too!, last time my dad was pretty impressed and was all go for it and what not.

I am ordering inshaAllah Anthony Robert's Steroid guide. The Punked bookstore didnt reply yet to my order,, i guess i ll bug them for it again.

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This BodyBuilding Thing has helped me a lot overcome my emotional issues.
You really have to block it out and be cold about anything that bothers you otherwise you cant lift your max,, thats even if you feel you can drag yourself to the gym if you really upset.

I try not to talk about them here even though sometimes i do vent it out, you may think am all muscles and eat and politics and world order but deep down inside am just a soft tender guy.