Although my weekend was charming and exciting, not, I am now at school for what I thought would be a 'nice last week of term', but no, teachers are being ridiculously annoying hateful evil and forcing so much pressure upon me it's actually a joke that I could laugh at, but instead will cry because if I don't pull my socks up, literally, I will fail at life by not getting into university and work at a certain retail store I am currently working at now... forever. Which, to me, is a worser option than suicide which will be given some serious thought if the words "unfortunately" or "with much regret" are even mentioned in my university letter.
Makes me sick thinking about that. Maybe I'll go and do a journalism thing instead... maybe writing and/or giving opinions is my greater deal, but than again maybe it's not. Fuck I'm having a what-to-do-next-year meltdown. Again.
Anyway so this weeks homework/study schedule is
- Wednesday - History 'museum display' project due. Not started. Not thought about. Has a "recommended 15-20 hours of work" in the criteria. Hmm... (it's Monday 7pm!)
- Thursday - Economics internal. I failed all my mock exams for Economics, I know nothing, suck at it and hate it. Unfortunate mix.
- Friday - English research due, literally three terms of work not started. I am not exaggerating. Also my research proposal for my Media research is to be begun, for which I have no clue of what I will do.
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