Worst Day

God I had the worst day. Could I have any less friends? No is the answer. Why is dieting so horrible? I mean, I had three weetbix for breakfast and an apple, nectarine and a salad for lunch/morning tea so was good most of the day.

UNTIL I got farking home and binged on ham, cheese and tomato BS Mum made me. AND a little 250ml thing of Chocolate milk, two crackers, a gingernut ANNDD... a glass of soy milk! The whole day is ruined, I may as well had McDonalds for breakfast, K.F.C. for lunch, Wendy's for an after school snack and Burker King for dinner. Sick of being fat, and being harrassed for being 'skinny' today was not helping.

For the love of Fuck, just because I've lost some (and none recently) weight doesn't mean I'm a fucking CRAZED starvation-happy anorexic. But if I see another carb... I will have a break down.
Lezzest problems right now, sooo not discussing them here.

Didn't get into fucking Stage Challenge, I auditioned and was looking forward to it but didn't get in. So fucking stupid, hate everyone involved! Except for Katie-May, cause she's nice. And not really in charge. Whatever, guess I wasn't exactly amazing at the auditions, still... -_-

Going for a run/walk tonight. Refuse to be lazy. Would go for another one now but... actually why don't I? I just know I won't go later on.