GUILTY

Talk about a drag-of-a-day, at least 'Desperate Housewives' was good this evening. I'm so over school, I'm so behind in everything and worst of all... completely unmotivated! Pressure and peer-competition is not exactly driving me, talk about wasting my time. (aka. being at school)

Whatever, not a lot else today. There's not exactly any jobs going that'd be of any more use, as much as I love retail... I think I'll give it a miss in the long-run. Wish I had another preference as to what I would want to do forever would be helpful. Still, totally stuck. I know the outcome of things I actually would want to do, and they're pretty unhelpful.

Not sure what subjects I have tomorrow, but I know I need to stop being such a lazy shit and do some school work before I get totally and utterly behind and stuck where I can't help myself. God knows I can't already, whatever - things will be ok. Wellington trip this weekend, four nights away - might be good, might be bad. I'm worried about what I'll be made to eat, need to be on my best diet behaviour; since exercising won't be much of an option I bet. Should start packing actually, wonder what shoes I'll bring... Better bring three pairs, two leisure and my black leather shoes that I actually need in the performance.

Whatever, it's quite scary and stressful. Big audience to do our performance to! Ahh!