Wasting time as usual.

So glad to have my mad homework rush out of the way, for the last few days I have not slept, showered, eaten (well, the last two are a lie thank God) but what I have done - I have done rushed, stressed and depressed. Mostly thanks to the massive rush of school work. Dad's been away for like 9 days in Australia and just got back today so it's good to have him back home safe and sound. (and without swine flu!)

Thank God, not so keen on 'quarantine' to say the most. Bex Wilk's birthday on Friday, what to get her I wonder. Will probably end up walking home from Richmond too, and then I'll have to work again on Saturday. I really am dying for the holidays, a few days off... IN A ROW? Who would have thought. I miss the Wellington trip, it was so effing good. I miss Hannah! And Sam! And James, and Ella and Chris and Caleb and Joe and Nick! It was such an awesome trip, FML it's over and the teacher's hate us for it ever since!

Gawd, well good memories are always ruined by a nasty present. Positive much? Whatever, dinner time soon.

Didn't do any exercise today, but ate healthy-ish and will do a some make-believe skipping rope, press ups and sit ups later on. Better then nothing at least, dinner soon though. Hope it's healthy, forgot what it was. Probably chocolate covered pork fat, I should be so lucky*. Asterick's are so last year, remind me to get over them.

Ta-ta! =P

P.S. Someone make this blog a better layout. It looks filthy right now!

Actual Blog for Once!

Well let's do a quick round-up of all the events over the last week (and a half) that I really haven't properly blogged. Well you get the gist of the Wellington trip anyway, and if not you can just like, ask someone else. Cause I'm over it.

Being back at school is such a nightmare, but there are definitely benefits to being back home. But I don't discuss, anything, on this blog. So get over it, you'll just have to talk to me in person! (Excluding Rianna, cause she's too nosey. Tehe!) Anyway Wellington was fucking amazing and I loved it, except when we got back it turns out the teachers that took us on the trip hated it and thought we were the worst behaved people ever and never want to take a school trip again. Here I was thinking it was fabulous, so much for that cause they were like bitching 24/7 (or so it seems) to the teachers. Hopefully they're over it now.

Anyway, well I was in a amazing mood last week. Loved it! But by the time work rolled around on Saturday (slowest day evveerr!) I was in the worst mood. But Brandon's look get-together afterwards was very great! I enjoyed hanging with his friends, must get over myself and hang with them more often. Anyway that night was interesting, was a bit worked up over something that turned out to be nothing. Trust me.

Sunday I chilled out, did some homework, played on the computer, ate, A LOT. And went for a walk/run. Was quite good to do that by myself, independance is a God given gift. That's for sure! (Look whose talking. Religious old me! Haha, no wonder I go to Garin. ;])

Anyway, today at school was ok, boring - but ok. Kind of a bit cold-sicky, I will look forward to NOT coughing up flem and shit all the time, it's fucking sick, to say the most.

Anyway, love you Rianna and Ashleigh! You guys are fucking hott. :D So is Natalie and whoever else reads this.

Last minute blog

Trying to make up for the dead state my blog has been in lately by updating it a lot, even when there's not a lot to update with. Well I'm off to Wellington tomorrow, and why I am here wasting my time... Fuck knows! I was playing "Caesar III" before, it's the olllddeeessst PC game ever - but so much fun. Just like "Age Of Empires", the original - love it. Anyway, I need to piss off and go do some shit.

Dunno when I'll be blogging next, I expect some repulsive photos of myself will be taken on the duration of the four night trip, so... see you Monday people! I get back 7pm, will probably be tired as a whore though. Sleeping at backpapers? Yes please*.

Toodles!!

Bitter, or Sweet?

Well my day was certainly a bit interesting, certainly started with THE most annoying and embarrassing thing EVER! As much as I'd love to forget it, it was pretty HIGHlariously stupid. So Mum gave me a milo in a flask for school, and being in the usual rush I threw it in my bag and ran down the road to the bus stop to school. Once on the bus after a lengthy busride someone... Vinnian I think, was like "Joey I think you spilled something." and straight away I was like digging in my pockets for emergency wrist-slitting utensils. Fucking milo was leaking across the floor from my bag. So anyway, wasn't much I could do about it on the bus. Quickly fished my stuff out of my bag, and the milo was like in a seperate compartment from the rest of it so I managed to salvage my stuff. Thank GOD. Still, my bag.

Anyway once the bus ride was over (which was WAY too long in my opinion) I quickly hopped off, friends waiting of course. This is one of those times being ditched was the answer. Anyway, I like pured a fucking drink out of my bag. It was so bad, and fuck it stunk. Shouldn't it smell good? Not mixed with bag it seems. Kill me.

Anyway I needed to make a detour and avoid everyone and go to the office to get plastic bags to put my shiz in, and something that surprised me was that Angela was the only one that came with me! We've been on good terms for a long time, but there was a good while that I bitterly did not like her... guess it was someone elses fault really. Anyway, got some plastic bags; put my school stuff in one and my actual backpack in the other. So carried that through like, everyone and dumped my stuff in my locker. Anyway, that was basically the drama over but had to keep rushing to my locker all day to grab stuff and my lunch was ruined so had to beg for food from people and the canteen to get something sustanible for my (fatty) diet.

Anyway, the day was pretty good apart from that mishap. Was so hungry at lunch though, but I managed to get food. Bless the canteen lady Gretchen. Love her! Sarah Q and I were like begging everyone for food, and omg I love Tina! And Hae-Yon! (if that's how you spell it!) And Rianna too, and Sarah Q, and everyone else that gave me food and laughs today.

I'm scared of the Wellington trip though, ahh I'm gonna be a loner and have no friends. Oh well, nothing new. Need to escape my life anyway. Over it.

Keeping up with the Kardashians is on now, GOGOGOGOGO!

GUILTY

Talk about a drag-of-a-day, at least 'Desperate Housewives' was good this evening. I'm so over school, I'm so behind in everything and worst of all... completely unmotivated! Pressure and peer-competition is not exactly driving me, talk about wasting my time. (aka. being at school)

Whatever, not a lot else today. There's not exactly any jobs going that'd be of any more use, as much as I love retail... I think I'll give it a miss in the long-run. Wish I had another preference as to what I would want to do forever would be helpful. Still, totally stuck. I know the outcome of things I actually would want to do, and they're pretty unhelpful.

Not sure what subjects I have tomorrow, but I know I need to stop being such a lazy shit and do some school work before I get totally and utterly behind and stuck where I can't help myself. God knows I can't already, whatever - things will be ok. Wellington trip this weekend, four nights away - might be good, might be bad. I'm worried about what I'll be made to eat, need to be on my best diet behaviour; since exercising won't be much of an option I bet. Should start packing actually, wonder what shoes I'll bring... Better bring three pairs, two leisure and my black leather shoes that I actually need in the performance.

Whatever, it's quite scary and stressful. Big audience to do our performance to! Ahh!

Colder than Winter

FUCK it's cold! Right now got the gas heater blasting beside me and wearing double-layered socks and a thermal top, I'm dying!! Not literally sadly, but freezing anyway. Everyone's been complaining about the cold all day and I have been part of it, talk about Antartic winds! School is so busy and annoying right now! The Wellington Shakespeare trip preparation is well underway, spent morning break and lunchtime in meetings and practicisng, I hope it all goes well cause right now it's looking like a shambles again! Definitely more practice needed! We've got a week and a half anyway so we should get it cleaned up pretty nicely, it'll be a good trip when we finally get around to it. Can't wait for the shopping! Should buy some thermal leggings before we leave though, they'll be helpful if Wellington's colder or windier.

Anyway, better get onto my homework. Fuckload of it too, actually... screw it. So checking my Flyff! Lol! Fuck I miss it! Ta-ta. :D

$90 on my way

Yay, another day of work complete. $90 on my way, normally like $80 but I worked an extra hour so get $90. Thank God! Need to save it for the Wellington trip I'm going on in two weeks for the Shakespeare competition me and the group are off to. There's like 8 of us I think, thank God my parents are paying the main fees thank God. I'll just pay for my own needs aka. shopping. Should have close to $500 so I'll be all good.

Feeling quite sick right now, which sucks cause like, tomorrow's my only day off in the week. I guess it's better then having to do stuff, but seriously. Is it too much to ask for to feel ok for one day? Guess I'm just complaining, the heater in this room is way too hot right now. Need to turn it down, it's a gas heater. There's probably no oxygen in the room anymore and I'm about to die. Won't get my hopes up though.

Anyway, enjoy.

Dearest Blog

Fuck, I forgot I posted this URL on my bebo. Lost my privacy! Sucky, I deleted all the juicy bits from my last blog just in case. haha. (wasn't that juicy anyway, trust me). Not a lot has happened since Sunday, Monday - boring. Just same-old classes, but today was a bit more eventful with my Drama internal! Fuck I did soooo bad, I was so worried about everyone else being so bad that I was like doing my (year long) lines without breathing, and I got completely breathless and started laughing when a bit of my costume fell off. Was I joking? I hope I passed though! Achieved or anything, so much work into this internal! It was a nightmare of bookwork too. Hates it. Well eitherway at least it's over and we might to a topic that I don't mind.

I have to work Thursday night! Gawd, and Saturday. And Sunday I have to go to school (!!) to rehearse the other Romeo and Juliet Shakespeare play I'm doing, where our group won the Regionals and we're off to Wellington to the Nationals! I PRAY we win, but IDK. We've done like, no practicising. Lol. But hopefully we will do it, not sure what happens if we do though. TV much? Lololol. Won't bet on it.

Anyway so... that's basically the agenda. Think I'll give tomorrow's plans a miss, and I think Brandon and some people were going to see umm... What movie was it?? Forgot, eitherway... Fuck! What the hell was it? Some movie that's coming out in like, a day. IDK, tomorrow I basically have nothing period 1-4 because with I.C.T. we're going out on some trip onto a Catamaran sailing boat. Everyone's gonna be taking photos so better put a lot of tan up to cover up my ugly face. A LOT to do that needed really, but you get the point. Tehe.