Ignore the last post.

Well yesterday's streak of positivity sure was short lived, lol. Back to being miserable, weight obsessed and feeling like the fugliest thing in the world! ANd yes, I'm well aware feeling = being. Well after the absolute shittest day, school and all the rest of it - I'm about ready for a cyanide pill. Unforunately don't have too many of those in stock, so will just kill myself by homework-induced boredom. Stupid History assignment, I'm REALLY over it. So much to do still, sick of highlighting the effing book. So boring and annoying, and then I need to script scenes for my drama piece. One of my scenes is mainly just one character by him/herself so how I will make it 2 minutes long and take up an entire A4 page (without making the font massive) is a mystery. One infact, I can't be bothered solving.

God, one minute I'm complaining about the rain. Now I want it back, was good I could go for a run today though. Quite head-clearing, well not really, sinus clearing, but not so much head.

Well... off for dinner, well it's probably not ready. I'll just wait around for it, gonna make a salad for lunch tomorrow. Need to step up the diet, and drink more water. And I need to stop tanning my face cause my hair (around my forehead) is starting to turn a sick dark orange colour, not such a good look! I'm prety good at having 'not such a good look' these days anyhow, who cares.

Dad comes back tomorrow, thank God. Don't think I'll be too dependant on family support, but every once-and-a-while it'd be quite nice. Even if... nevermind. Bye all.