Argh!

Officially have just had the most full-on week in a LONG time! Cannot believe only a few days ago I was fucking like, paddling this giant waka which was SO annoying and would NOT go where I wanted it to. Plus having no friends and being screamed at for being weak and not paddling it right (regardless of doing it better then anyone else!) didn't help to improve the situation.

Thank God I had Thursday off school, was a hot tired & sick mess - and Friday at school sucked. There was like, 10 year 12's present as they were all on the second camp and/or/most-likely fake-sicking to avoid school, whatever. Anyway it was a shit day and I failed a fuckload of my mocks, and got my report yesterday and it SUCKS and I'm officially the dumbest shit in all of Nelson. Which is quite worrying as I always have just relied on my natural ability to "scrape through", guess it's time to pick up the slack and do some study! In my holidays! If you ask me, that is commitment! But it hasn't happened yet so I won't get too far ahead of myself.

Arrggh Luke Cargill stop Facebook chatting me! The stupid pop sound keeps happening and I can see another tab flickering "New message from Luke!" in the corner. As if sharing the tent with him AND seeing him 24/7 on camp wasn't bad enough. I thought he was getting expelled from Garin, should have known better then to get my hopes up. Ugh, another 'pop'. BRB. Omg he's so annoying "wat you on your pc so late for?", it's 11pm in the holidays. And 10pm really cause the clocks were moved forward last night.

This is what I have to deal with in my life.

Luke
wats uir addy?
Joey
Don't have one.
Luke
ill email it to all of nelson'

I mean, really, who deals with people like this in this day-to-day life? If anyone, which I doubt, they are very unfortunate. (Just joking Luke!)

Anyway Friday after school was good, hung out with friends at the mall, well, a friend and met his friends, so it's a bit forward to call them my friends. But any excuse to sound popular and socially casual (ie. "just meeting some mates"") is ok in my book, which should probably be in the process of being written.

That reminds me I thought of the best story for a book I one day want to write! (Ok, Luke is STILL Facebook-chatting me, I am no longer joking, not that I ever was in the first place.) I'm not going to tell you what the idea is, or you'll steal my thunder and take away my rights to be the future male-version of J.K. Rowling, except "J. Sauer" isn't going to work for me, I need a stage name. Gimme a while to think of one and I'll get back to you... Why do I keep writing like I'm talking to someone? I'm annoy my God damn self sometimes. OH MY FUCKING GOD! Another cunty Facebook chat 'POP'. Officially closing that Facebook tab. There. Just shut it in the middle of the convo.

Anyway, well... yeah, had a good weekend I guess but ended up cancelling two things for two different people, well kind of three actually, so... I kinda feel like everyone hates me and I'll never get forgiveness for it. Seems to be the story of my life so far. Well you can only try your best, and in doing so I'm off to have some coffee... no actually, tea, and then depart for an early night. Even though it'll be past midnight by the time I get to bed.

Why is it still raining? Good grief, the constant crashing water lashing against the roof. It was soothing at first, then got heavy and was a little exciting, then it went to normal and was cute. And then it started drizzling a little more and got boring. Then I realized I left the towels outside and they got drenched, and then I was pissed. Fair to say I'm over it, and now I am going.

Enjoy.