More Gaga! (Get Excited)

That dress is actually the dress Lady Gaga wore on the red white carpet at this year's MTV VMA's. This photo's from a photo shoot she did for "Vanity Fair" magazine, which is a crap magazine, but they salvaged something out of it by getting Gaga on board, smart move. Basically I just wanted to have another little fan-meltdown moment like I was having on the day of the VMA's, she just blew me away.

However, I'll be the first little monster, literally, to admit that the meat dress kind of was just attention seeking and... yeah. She had a vague reason for wearing it but it didn't really make sense and... I don't know, it was wicked for the fans because that's half the reason people love her, the whole "What will she wear/do next?!" factor is half of her whole deal, the other half's the music really. Anyway, the meat dress was cool but it's drawn her a lot of criticism and I can understand why. It was a wee bit offensive and a little unnecessary. Still, I fucking loved it.

Anyway, today I didn't do much except for go to school for an English tutorial, because we have our mock exam tomorrow (to which I haven't studied for, try contain your surprise if you know me) and... yeah. Afterwards Nick, Oscar and I went to the mall and had lunch and met up with Rianna and Becca, exciting stuff, to say the most. I had a fatty Indian butter chicken thing with rice and naan bread (or whatever the F it's called) which was pretty sick, fatty and sweet, won't be getting that again. Also it was like, like warm, so not so hott, literally.

On a more suicidal/morbid note, I feel like my life is on hold until I get my damn university Hall of Residence letter telling me if I have been accepted or denied - I'm scared, because being denied will change my ENTIRE course of life, and that's official. If I don't get in to a hall, I figure I'll stay at home and either get a minimum wage job and work a shitload (if possible), but more likely stay at home with my parents and do something at Nelson's Institute of Technology (NMIT, the M is 'Marlborough', which is the whole region, Nelson's the town where it's in). A scary thought and not ideal, but it could work, leaving's to a new city alone is so scary and I feel a bit young and unprepared really. NEVER moving houses in my entire life hasn't helped either, so scary.

Fortunately I have someone that will always be there to empower and motivate me while giving me the strength to be myself and all that shizz... LADY GAGA!!