The Harold Song

This Ke$ha song pretty much sums up my life right now.



Well nothing much has been happening lately! I've been attempting to be a nicer person but... fuck it, I'm bitter, depressed and I'm pretty angry at like, 99% of my thoughtless friends. The ones who I'm not angry probably think I am anyway cause I'm moody as. I really hate the holidays, and I don't mean not being at school, I love that, I mean Christmas time, New Years etc. It's always a let down and it's always annoying, working New Years day is a huge damper but it's a normal working day for me, Saturday, so I can't get it off and well, it's obviously too late because the clock just hit Friday. Hates it. Oh well, money's money and I've made about $1,000 in the last fortnight which I'm rather pleased about. Still, it'll all just go straight to paying my fees for college which are pretty much never-ending.

I feel like being a complete recluse for the rest of my life and going to university and talking to nobody, and deleting all of my social networking sites. Especially Facebook, which I did 'deactivate' but eventually came back to and I regret it. It's all just the people I am friends with at school, often referred to as a variety of the world's least caring friends and the ones I spent 5 years creating a bond that doesn't stretch a week past graduation. Charming. Basically it's three years ago and my life is miserable, plus I feel (and am) fat and ugly right now which isn't helping and I've lost a fair bit of muscle through inability to work out often over the last few weeks as a result of conflicting schedules with work, family, friends and such.

Somebody please save me from my life.